illumination70 265 Posted February 6, 2019 Author Share Posted February 6, 2019 Feeling relieved because I'm now finished with a huge, work schedule!! 1 Quote Link to post Share on other sites
Subscriber Manohlive 2,307 Posted March 1, 2019 Subscriber Share Posted March 1, 2019 I'm nervous. I had to extend my visit to Florida. My mom is having a bone marrow test on Monday. They think she may have leukemia. She is terrified. I am managing to tease her out of it. I'm making her laugh. I'm angry with my siblings for being so selfish that they have not even addressed it with her. I am doing my best to make up for it. She's got spunk. I was told three weeks is pushing it for a visit and now five? Lol. I said, "I understand, Mom. I live alone too. I would have sent you packing after the third day you visited me." 🙂 1 Quote Link to post Share on other sites
illumination70 265 Posted March 6, 2019 Author Share Posted March 6, 2019 My current mood is "crazy busy" as a result of working 2 jobs, volunteering for the local Red Cross and training for a Local 12 kilometer race. 1 Quote Link to post Share on other sites
Subscriber Manohlive 2,307 Posted March 20, 2019 Subscriber Share Posted March 20, 2019 I'm proud of my brother, who is in Thailand, with his child, who just had the full gender reassignment surgery. I'm very proud of my brother. I know this is a huge challenge for him and his wife. She is my Godchild. I'm very thankful the surgery went well and she is out of the hospital and back in the hotel with daily nurse assistance. I keep telling her how brave she is and she keeps crediting the love that surrounds her while denying said bravery. I'm also sad. My mom has a rare form of blood cancer. I just found out a little while ago. She was crying on the phone and now I'm 1,200 miles away from her. It's very frustrating. They caught it early and it's slow so it's not full blown leukemia yet. I'm scared because I've lost too many people I love to leukemia, including my mom's sister. Quote Link to post Share on other sites
Subscriber CorkVegan 764 Posted April 2, 2019 Subscriber Share Posted April 2, 2019 On 3/20/2019 at 1:14 AM, Manohlive said: I'm also sad. My mom has a rare form of blood cancer. @Manohlive that's a heavy bit of news to receive. Maybe it's some consolation that the doctors found it early. That means more treatment options. Please do take care of yourself too. Try to eat and sleep as best you can and reduce stress in a healthy way. 1 Quote Link to post Share on other sites
Subscriber Manohlive 2,307 Posted April 2, 2019 Subscriber Share Posted April 2, 2019 3 hours ago, CorkVegan said: @Manohlive that's a heavy bit of news to receive. Maybe it's some consolation that the doctors found it early. That means more treatment options. Please do take care of yourself too. Try to eat and sleep as best you can and reduce stress in a healthy way. Thank you. It could be much worse. I am taking care of myself. I always do, however, thank you very much. My mood is frustration. I keep getting told an apartment I move into is ready only it is not. I've been supposed to move since July. The manager told me it is ready, yet again. I went down to check and they missed painting a wall, which has huge screw holes in it. Quote Link to post Share on other sites
Subscriber doctornickriviera 752 Posted April 12, 2019 Subscriber Share Posted April 12, 2019 It’s not an apartment it’s a flat.... bloody colonies can’t soeak the mother tongue properly mutter mutter. 😉 1 Quote Link to post Share on other sites
Subscriber Manohlive 2,307 Posted April 16, 2019 Subscriber Share Posted April 16, 2019 On 4/12/2019 at 5:19 PM, doctornickriviera said: t’s not an apartment it’s a flat. If you saw it, you would be calling it a closet or do the Welsh have a different word for that too? (I don't care how small it is. It's mine and mine alone. I'm not sleeping on the streets or in my car) I am frustrated. I keep losing all forward momentum to bad headache cycles. I have not been out of the house (closet) in a week. I'm fine but not getting moved. I am thankful that my godchild had a successful sex reassignment surgery in Thailand, is now home and doing well. I'm very proud of my brother for going with her and staying with her, in Thailand, for a month. Many, many thanks to the powers that be. Now if I could just get her to realize, if even a tiny bit, how brave she is. Many, many thanks! Quote Link to post Share on other sites
Subscriber Manohlive 2,307 Posted April 17, 2019 Subscriber Share Posted April 17, 2019 I'm nervous about the Bucks second playoff game this evening. I've become ridiculously superstitious and I love it. Quote Link to post Share on other sites
Subscriber Manohlive 2,307 Posted April 25, 2019 Subscriber Share Posted April 25, 2019 Bucks won the first playoff round. The Celtics again! Yikes. I'm happy but nervous and very superstitious. I'm also very bummed and angry about all the needless suffering so many face in our world. I'll snap out of it but I'm stuck in Why? mode. I'm scared at how much people hate and how little regard people have for human life when they get seduced by hatred. I know we'll somehow make it but I can't see or feel that right now. I need to stop watching the video of the guy in the backpack walking into the church in Sri Lanka before he detonated. It makes me sick to my stomach. Quote Link to post Share on other sites
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