Man, 19. I can't remember anything from that year. I think I was dumped once or twice that summer. I think I thought it was the end of the world each time.Still, you have to realize that there more nights and sunrises and don't be in a rush to live a normal life. Throw some punches and relish in your abilityto reinvent yourself several more times . The 20's are a period of rebirth. Just go!
I'm turning 40 in May. The only recipe I can give when the night gets too dark: God, family, good music, a good book, a long bike ride.